i dont know what to do with myself anymore... this quest for love has completely obliterated all of my entire being...

i cant take it anymore... i hate being a bear because im always going to want to have a mate... im always going to want someone there to hug me tightly at night right before i go to bed and tell me that everything will be ok...

but i know thats never going to happen... do you know why? ill tell you why... its because this bear isnt worth loving... because this bear doesnt even deserve to exist in this realm of reality...

i need to do so many things... to make this all end...

fist i need to leave the fandom...
then leave my home town...
then find a pool so that i can end it...

so i might stick around... maybe not.

i guess this i good bye deviantart...

Kazuto Villa Sasamine